If anything was going to make me quit teaching, it would be that class. They make me hate myself by the end of the lesson. I have no control over what is happening, it is a miracle that any of them are producing any work at all.
They tire me (when I am now already knackered all the time) and depress me. They show absolutely no respect what so ever. I'm not saying that I've earned their respect, but not even basic human courtesy is shown. They are rude, they answer back, they are uncooperative, they don't listen to anything I say and they make me feel pathetic.
I want to cry.
But I'm not going to.
Or at least I'm going to try not to.
